i have problem family(dear teacher

dear teacher
i am rabab slama i'm seventeen years old;i am a student ;i have a problem.i ve lost a very dear person to my heart the man who raised me. is my father. it feels so bad to remember that pain i felt when i found out about it.
because he take the big space for me and my famiy . so please teacher tell me and give me solution for my problem because i can't sleep and i feel lonely.
jessy060@hotmail.com